thoughts

stay quiet stay near stay close they cant hear so we can get some..

i remembered.

A song

ive got a test tom on 2 subjects which i need a good grade in. but i cant seem to study yet. theres something stuck in my head right now. a song actually. THE song. those lyrics keep playing over and over in my head.

lets lay entwined here undiscovered, safe from all those stupid question, hey did you get some man that is so dumb stay quiet stay near stay close so they hear so we can get some.=)

and you stood at your door with your hands on my waist and you kissed me like you meant it, and i knew that you meant it, that you meant it and i knew that you meant it

those are just bits and pieces of the song. but i liked those parts. no. i loved them.

moderation

ive got a test tom..on probability..on a subject i know almost 0% about. ive also got a project to pass tom morning. if that wasnt bad enough. i was suddenly hit with a period attack *pack* ouch.

gotta do things one at a time. it hurts when the people you trust so much, invested so much in, believed so much in just lets you down.that i can live with. but it hurts more to see them walk away without so much as a second glance back.

lifes a bitch. you either survive or you break down.

new learning

labo eh. may mga tao tlgang malabo. un tipong youre saying one thing to them and the next thing you know theyre going all psychotic on you. bat ganon kaya? and then boom baby. nagets ko. kc..psychotic lng tlga sila. or...wla eh. un lang tlga naisip ko...or.. pwde rin cgro na may nangyari sakanila that they dont wanna talk about but its no reason to go sully mode eh. asa pa sa mga ganon. maccraan ka lang sa mga taong ganon.

new learning? when i start to get angry even at the tiniest things, i boil up. it keeps boiling and boiling until i take it out on someone and when i do it usually ends badly. so the trick? not to make it boil. how? well i learned i could just think of other things or people. it usually works. but the distraction that i really want is just to lie on someones lap and just lay there.doing nothing or anything. talking. sleeping. just staring. that would be nice.

accidents

they say accidents happen, but why does mine seem to be catastrophic?

rangnarok is good. friendship is better.

keep you friends close and your enemies closer. what the hell.

blogging

Stupid. Fucked up.

School. Park. Blaaaaag!. Paint. Guard. Note. Girl. Mad. Phone.

Me. Scared.

I need someone who listens. Thank God there's still people like that in my life. Those that came through more than the ones EXPECTED.

ochie

i have ochie fever..the two kinds. haha. 1st i have a big ochie on my hand which i have no idea where it came from. So now, i have this big reddish thing on my hand which i think will turn purple by tom. Haha. Woe is me.

in other new, i have started to play ragnarok again. Granted i wasn't really a good player long ago, now im trying to make up for my lack of talent in playing this game. im 6 levels away from becoming a priest. A cute priest might i add haha.

Right now, i have to think of how to finish my deveweb in time. We've been having some difficulties..actually the only difficulty we have is how to get our lazy asses to work haha. But at least we're moving. :) i'm hoping it'll be complete by the end of November.

Jie's taking too damn long to shower..hm..

Fight fight fight

Pucha! nagaway na naman. im starting to get tired of this. tired of everything na. why am i like this? why is he like that? bat ganon? why cant we get along? is is that hard? puta.

i wana go somewhere. somewhere quiet wherein no one bothers you. somewhere where you can think and you dont have someone telling you your faults. is there such a place.

fuck. nakakainis naaa..takte..putang ina